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I don't know what to say today. I've been sitting here trying to think of something happy and positive to blog about but I'm drawing a blank. I don't want to be that person who always whines and complains about her life - but right now, that's the person I am. I'm angry. (One of the stages of grief?) I'm angry at anyone who has even looked at me the wrong way lately. The two people who are the focus of most of my negative thoughts these days are the ex's. I could go on and on about what they've done to piss me off - but really, they are not the issue. I remember a time when I was a kind, happy, giving, positive person. I'd like to become that girl again. She's in here somewhere, under a heap of painful life experiences. She was beautiful. I hope to see her again soon.