Monday, December 05, 2005

You were Right

"Quit trying" you said, "Relax and it will happen." I know it's way too early to be announcing things - but I've kept this to myself for four long days now - And you are all my closest friends.

A month ago, I turned 35. I came to terms with the fact that I had hit my deadline and would not be having any more children. No more roller coaster of emotions. That was it, we were done, Our family was complete.

But then, I started to feel faint. I had these crazy mood swings. I had to pee all the time - So, In true Jan fashion, I bought a test. Tested earlier than I should have and....

Positive! Hubby and I are both very happy.
We're taking things day by day though. I won't be baby shopping for a while. We'll just see how things go. Haven't told the kids yet and I don't think that we will until sometime after Christmas. I feel good about this one. I have faith that this one could go all the way - And yet, I refuse to allow myself to imagine what life will be like 8 months from now. Step by step, Day by day. So far, So good.

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