Monday, August 13, 2007

Tyler Jordan

Our son was born today. We will bury him tomorrow.

I haven't said much about this pregnancy. Things (as far as I knew) were going well. With only 12 weeks to go, I was beginning to allow myself to hope, to plan, to believe.

But now my heart is broken again.

I expect that in the days and weeks ahead, my thoughts and feelings will be poured out here. Right now though - I have no words.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Oh Jan. I am heartsick for you and incredibly sorry for your loss. There are no words that can be said to comfort you at this difficult time. I will pray for you.

chRistine said...

tyler: old english, tile maker, an occupational name.

jordan: hebrew, wise in judgement.

*hugs* love you.

Heidi said...

I am so sorry. Thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Periwinkle Jen said...

I'm so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. His name is wonderful.

RB said...

I wish that I had words that could help you feel better. Even though we have never met, I am sending hugs and prayers your way. I can not begin to imagine what you are going through right now, but I know that no mother should have to bury a child. We all rejoiced with you, now we are here to mourn with you. Don't hesitate to reach out. May God blanket you with his love and help you to gain understanding when there is none to be had.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry for your loss