Sunday, November 28, 2010
I went to a movie tonight. It was a comedy. I laughed. I ate popcorn. I drove home. What a waste of time and money! It's not that the movie was bad, or that I spent a fortune (I had a coupon). It's just that it was so meaningless.
I have this heaviness around me lately. It's not depression or sadness. It's a seriousness. It's deep. Like I'm preparing for something. I feel like I'm on the verge of something. What it is, I don't know. It feels like everything I've been through has led me to this point...almost like I'm about to discover my purpose in life.
Dramatic eh? I can also feel you rolling your eyes.
But for the first time in a long time (maybe EVER) I feel like God has big plans for me. I think I might be ready. Bring it on