Getting back on the horse (so to speak)

While shopping in Florida, I found that it wasn't too difficult for me to be in the Carters store. Of course, I couldn't possibly spend as much time in there as my mother did, but looking at the most adorable baby clothes at amazing prices didn't send me into a deep depression like it would have a couple of weeks/months earlier.

I've also been noticing babies everywhere. And they put a smile on my face.
Then, coming back home and catching up on everybody's blogs (mostly new mommies) I have seen the joy that a new baby brings and I realized that I still want that.

I feel like I've healed emotionally and am now ready to once again take that leap of faith. So, here we go again. I've decided to once again put myself and my family through the emotional roller coaster called TTC. I have a deadline - which is my 35th birthday in November. After that, I will give up all hope/desire/obsession of having another baby. Lets hear it for happy endings this time!